Worried...

(Oh God help me remove this sickness of mine) I'm so lazy, stubborn and all the word that are related in the word LAZY. I don't know why, but when I see my books, my notes, my assignments, projects, all I can do is stare at them. I can't explain what I'm feeling now, but all I want to do is to go out of this city and explore more. I think I need to go to Japan, because I'm really bothered with my Father, I think it's the reason why I can't focus with my studies, I want to see my Father and talk to him. I know that I should not let my studies be affected with my family problems, but no matter how I try to avoid it, it just pop out on my mind. What should I do?