A don't know week

Last week, we didn't meet in our English 2 class, there are some activities that are done last Wednesday and a holiday last Friday. I was about to do my outline, but nothing comes up on my head but my father. Now, I will try to do my outline and my note taking and I should force myself to do it, may God help me.

Worried...

(Oh God help me remove this sickness of mine) I'm so lazy, stubborn and all the word that are related in the word LAZY. I don't know why, but when I see my books, my notes, my assignments, projects, all I can do is stare at them. I can't explain what I'm feeling now, but all I want to do is to go out of this city and explore more. I think I need to go to Japan, because I'm really bothered with my Father, I think it's the reason why I can't focus with my studies, I want to see my Father and talk to him. I know that I should not let my studies be affected with my family problems, but no matter how I try to avoid it, it just pop out on my mind. What should I do?